I love you April,eventhough you had some ups and downs.

Okay so I haven't blogged in ages. ;-;

So,it's the last day of April?Or is there a 31st? o.o
Anyway,this month has been pretty hectic I must say,the only thing I enjoyed was my sweet sixteen :) on the 22nd of April.I had my real birthday at Chilis with Yega,Serena,Negin,Meyada and my mom.It was a school day so unfortunately no one could really make it,as long as my close friends were there it's all good (: They sang me happy birthday at Chilis and brought me a cake,ahaha.After that we ended up going BOWLING,lol!?We played that basketball game thingi,played pool like idiots,and yup then we bowled?haha.The day was quite epic,we even fooled our cab driver with bullshit stories and he actually believed all of them,or did he? :P It was fun :) Oh and this month I sure had a shit load of 'o level crisis' u.u

Sweet Sixteen Party.

So my sweet sixteen party was at rebox :) we sang like CRAZY,it was super super fun.The people that came were Serena,Yega,Angelina,Marzieh,Swan,Yasmin,Farahin,Amira,Nafisah,Sabrina!It started off SUPER MAD FUN,it was all screaming and insane laughters.Special thanks to Yasmin and Serena. -claps- We sang No Air,Womanizer,Colours of the Wind.Can you sing with all the voices of Serena?We sang so many more,but I really forgot,it was quite countless.Then we sang Gasolina,Yasmin and I's DADDY YANKEE MOMENT!BUTBUTBUT,she lost her phone and wasn't in the mood to sing :( special thanks to daddy yankee.After a while,Yasmin,Farahin,Nafisah,Sabrina and Amira left.So it was me,Serena,Yega,Angelina,Marzieh and Swan left.We sang like crazy,countless yet again,more than before,the whole singing actually kinda made my sore throat better o.o I obviously went crazy when we sang My Chemical Romance's songs :}


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O LEVELS. >:[

SAYFOL.UIS.SAYFOL.UIS.SAYFOL.

Okay so.I went to Sayfol today to check out if they had a spot available for me in this stream,and TODAY,they adviced me to re-do form 4 again,are you friggin' KIDDING ME!?You shouldve told that from the start! >:( I wasted time going there for DAYS,and missing school for nothing,oh well at least I got the info,and hopefully I can start there at the beginning of form 5 :) Oh well,I'll have to go to shitty school tomorrow and start with Ballroom dancing,say what?Haha oh well I hope I get a good partner u.u YAY MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS HOMOS! >:) Sweet Sixteen is pretty damn awesome ammirite.I'm expecting alot of nice birthday pressies^^I'm kinda planning what i'm gonna do,and omg how friggin' suckish is it that my birthday is on a friggin WEDNESDAY,where I have double ENGLISH first thing in the morning in SCHOOL!I'm going to avoid going to school on that day ;)I have already kinda planned my party,and invitations will be sent soon?Yeah.Oh well I'm so looking forward to going back to UIS -_- Oh and Serena moved to Business! >:(


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Baby Gon' Give It Like It Used To Be♥

BUCKLE UP PEOPLE,3RD TERM BEGINS. ):

So,it's friggin' 3rd term already!Damn,this means more studying and we're kinda close to our O' levels :o that's super scary.Okay so I'm pretty excited,friday might be my last day in SRI UTAMA,YES.I'm pretty much going to Sayfol as they offer way more subjects there,like HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY,sri utama sucks :/ So yeah,i'm actually gonna miss that shit school,haha.I've been there since primary 1,it's pretty much my second home.It just got so much shittier over the past few years until today.I'm going to have a fresh start if i'm 100% leaving.So yeah :) I'm gonna miss my classmates the most :'( and my silly friends!Meyada,Yasmin,Ju Young,Fatima,and so many others of course!I'm kinda gonna miss the silly dramas they always cause,haha!They're super lame,but ah at least we get a good laugh out of it!So i'm looking forward to what's ahead of me,i'm off my entrance exam in sayfol tomorrow :o wish me luck people! >:( English and Maths,and I just got over the whole maths dilemma,and I have to face an examination again :/ oh well,I just hope I get the best.Peace yall.

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I hate this.

It's the last effing day of my holiday and there's no shit to do.
I hate everything right now,school and this place.
I dont even get why our school is called a fucking INTERNATIONAL school,there are all these malay people in the National side bugging us,having to have to follow them all the fucking time.It's our school and we need an international schedule.I see all others having 3 weeks of spring break and we're probably the only school having 1 week,wtf is that.And the only reason it's 1 week it's because the SSU (national side) need their school!Like whatever!Who gives a fucking fuck about them,they keep interrupting our shit,get the fuck off our building,I only like certain people there and I dont want you to get offended by this blog,but it's true.I just hate the school's management,it fucking sucks.It's like cat poop in fucking garbage.Our summer holiday is only 3 fucking weeks,wtf is that,when it's supposed to be 2 fucking months.Fuck you sri utama schools,you don't even deserve the word SCHOOL in your category.And this country,I love it and all since it's where I was born,but damnit,this place is so fucking boring,I wish I could just live in Finland but all the work and shit here,fuck.I want 4 seasons,I want lakes,I want snow,I want fall,no shit here.The only thing I like in here is the city.I appreciate whatever I have,but having to have so stay here,it's just like being in prison,I feel so bored,there's nothing to do,what can I do,go online?that's it?Going out all the time isn't that fun too.I just wanna get out of here.Go to Europe.I want the Western life.I do lead the western life instead of the asian life anyway,but I want my environment to suit my lifestyle too.I'm sorry,I love this country,but it just gets too much sometimes.I didn't even know we had a new Prime Minister until my mom told me,is the king even that same guy?I have no idea.Plus,the crime rate is just seriously getting worse and worse,and it scares me ): Well enough of my ranting,but I just had to release my anger out.Oh,how I wish my dad could get a job transfer ):



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Happy Easter yall :)

So,it's Easter day and unfortunately it's not much of a big thing here in this country -_-

-Sigh-,I wish I could be in Finland right now,where I would be celebrating easter with my fellow cousins and lovely grandma and grandpa :) We would be getting lovely chocolate easter eggs from everybody :'( damn I hate this country u.u Oh well,have a lovely day :) Mail me a chocolate egg please! ;o


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Royal Beasts at the Royal Feast.

Yo yo yo! Like TOTALLY.

So,I just got back from Yeggi's house,and it was hella fun.You see,we had this 'FEAST' yes a real feast yall,and i'm feeling all in da hood now.So wanna know what we ate?You'll be jealous fo' sho' ;) Ok,we had hotdogs,chicken SHAWARMA,lolol;doughnuts,indian food,sushi,this pancake lookin thang.OH YEAH.Surprisingly we didnt really finish EVERYTHING,damn it's like I ate a whole horse :( but we shall do it again :D We were watching a bollywood movie while eating ;o We never fail to watch a bollywood movie whenever at Yeggi's house,really,ahahah.So after the feast,we took videos,imitating 'blonde presidential candidates' oh it was super fun,and we took music videos,that was super funny.I shall be posting them on FaceBook soon,once I get them from Yega -_- Oh well that was a night never to forget yo yo,like totally.

the blondie,OUT.


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I'm moving to Bikini Bottom,thanks.

Another day,yet another bad day :(

Oh well,I just got back from KL,and right now i'm pretty exhausted,but whatever,i'm still staying up the whole night.

Want to know what I did for the past 2 days?
Oh well,nothing that interesting :D but definitely better than what you did? ;p I kid.Okay,right now i'm insanely gushing over Fernando Torres ^-^ well,my dad's snoring woke me up at 4 am in the morning,and I woke up right in time for the match.Always after watching a Liverpool match I just end up madly in love with him,teehee.Okay so,I literally walked back and forth to pavilion for the past 2 days,yeah it was pretty fun,but im so used to doing that as I often stay in that hotel.And no im not mentioning which hotel,i'll give you a clue.It's right infront of pavilion :) oh well,yea we were supposed to watch Fast and Furious but we ended up watching "The Knowing" -_- woohoo?It was a pretty good movie but the ending was just shiz,tbh.Okay i'm too lazy to blog right now.I'll blog more when i'm in the mood,this day is just going BAD.


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6.21 pm.

So,i'm sitting here,with them teary eyes,thinking bout my life.
This day has not been going good,and is not going good.

There's so much shit going on right now,from my friends,to my mom,and asdfghjkl :( I've lost the trust of somebody,and this somebody means so much to me,she's why I live,and without her,I wouldn't be here.Recently I've been all emo and shiz,well i've been like this so many times this year,and it's mainly because of misunderstandings between my friends and I.Meyada even quoted that we're all changing and that it's causing so much shit between us,and I hate fighting with my friends,they mean ALOT to me,ALOT.Meyada even said that the relationship between my friend and I..(not going to mention her name)reminds her of Lauren and Heidi of "The Hills".So if you do watch The Hills you should probably relate Lauren and Heidi to me and her.It caused so much shit,but things are quite better now.Right now the thing that's going on,it's unbearable.It's like I just want to give up and go somewhere far far away,like to Shrek's Far Far away land thingi :( I hate being emo like this,but I guess it's just forcing me to be,it's so bad.I do hope things get better..ugh.Okay,enough of my emo bullcrap,pray that things get better for me ;-;
I'm off to have a "lovely" day.


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I dont wanna be that girl!

Okay so,well.
Uh.. >.< my mom kinda fount out about my lippy pearcing ;o>

and she's not so happy about it,great.

Yea I showed it to her today,and she totally freaked out,for some reason,when I look at it now,I see myself as a rebel or something ;o but I totally love the lip piercing! ;-; So I might take it out before school starts,but oh well,at least I've gotten my lip pierced once!We're young only once,no? :) Well yea that's how my day started,having doubts about my piercing on the SECOND day.I've no idea what's going to happen later,so yeah.Tomorrow i'm off to stay in KL for 2 nights,fun fun.And then I get back,and then we only have a few days of holiday till school starts >:[ Mkay,i'm off.Have a fantastic yet horrible day :)


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Lip piercing,say what!

Okay,so highlight of the day,I got a lip piercing,like finally ;-;

Yasmin,borrow your word please :) HOYEAH!

So,I started the day by having piano class at 10.45 in the MORNING,how great is that,and after that,a sigh of huge relief,I'm off to the destination to get my lips pierced! ;o
Serena and I went to klcc,walked around,walked up and down,well lets just put it in a simple way.We didnt know what to do because we were waiting for Meyada.So,we finally went to Parkson because she wanted to get some make-up,lol.We messed around and I ended up buying Anna Sui's Midnight Fantasy,i think that's what it's called x),so yay!new perfume ;-;.After that,we walked and walked again and Meyada FINALLY came.We went to the bus stop to take bus B103 to get to Bukit Bintang :D So yea,we were waiting for some other guys,and ended up waiting for so damn long -_-' which wasn't pretty,and in total,we ended up waiting for people for about 2 HOURS,yes.That was hell ;-; So,Serena and I finally took a cab to get to Pavillion,and went to eat :D Meyada came after 10 minutes,with her other friend.After eating,we walked all the way to Sungei Wang,and the hot sun wasnt good :( I got red again,how great.We FINALLY reached the real real destination,yesssss.We searched and searched for a body piercing shop,and finally we found one -_- Well,we kinda pussied out when we got there,and in the end,I ended up going first,to get my lips pierced.I kept asking the lady,"Is it going to be painful!?"and she goes all "No of course not!"I was pretty damn nervous seeing that needle right in front of my damn face,I held Meyada and Serena's hands :) she numbed and numbed my lips,until it was all cold ;-; oh well,at least it's for safety no? :D after finally checking this and that with my lip,she finally pierced it,I was like HOT DAMN.It didnt really hurt actually!So yeah.NEXT,Serena's turn to get her tounge pierced >:D she did kinda pussy out abit,but in the end she did get it pierced,I didnt want to see the guy poking that long creepy needle in the middle of her tongue :( so now,we're lip and tongue piercing buddies :D Meyada didnt re-pierce her tongue but she is going to do it next week,she better! ;o So,after that,we went back to klcc AGAIN.Nothing great happened,just ended up walking around and around again.And we finally got back,oh well,so that's how my wonderful day went you silly kids. :)


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